Monday, June 21, 2004

the future's so bright...I want to run and hide


Just came back from a semi-successful trip to Guelph. I checked out a few (fairly reasonable) apartments, one of which I would like to take...if I can decide that I want the boy to move down with me, that is.

All of a sudden, I am absolutely terrified. I talked to one of this year's MA students and she really put the fear of god, He Who Shall Not Be Named, gnomes, and all else that is unholy into me about what a rough year it is going to be; citing the usual cohort of ulcers, pneumonias, and other occupational hazards of the MA in English.

The campus itself is gorgeous and the city seems quite nice...if only I could beyond this completely (well, almost completely) irrational fear of everything. I'm sitting here right now with my heart beating quite quickly and I honestly feel like I'm on the verge of a panic attack. this does not bode well for my future.

*sigh*

3 comments:

Caitie said...

dude! you will be fine. i promise! you have overcome before and shall again! no worries

Caitie said...

dude! you will be fine. i promise! you have overcome before and shall again! no worries

The Writer said...

Miss C, a little bit of broken record going for you?

And Miss Rhi, best of luck with this academic endeavour. Hope you have yourself a grand time. I hear Guelph is nice this time of year...then again, so is B-C. :) Think about that one.